Hardcover: 240 pages
Publisher: AMACOM (May 15, 2007)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0814409164
ISBN-13: 978-0814409169
Product Dimensions: 9.1 x 6.3 x 1 inches
Shipping Weight: 1.2 pounds
Average Customer Review: 4.2 out of 5 stars See all reviews (49 customer reviews)
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GRAND ILLUSION is more than a verismo aria from the ongoing grand opera production known as Styx. Co founder /bass player with one of the most celebrated rock bands of the Seventies Chuck Panozzo has written not only a frank history of that band, its internal struggles and successes, but more important a personal and frank chronicle of his life, first as a closeted gay man in the Sixties and Seventies, his battle against the AIDS virus, and finally his emergence as an eloquent activist for AIDS and gay rights. The book covers Panozzo's growing up closeted gay in Sixties Chicago, his emergence as an international rock and roll star with one of the biggest rock groups of all time, his battle with AIDS, the death of his brother Styx drummer John Panozzo, his eventual coming out to family, friends, band members, and his recognition and personal acceptance of being a gay man and spokesman for AIDS and other gay rights issues. He pulls no punches in this chronicle. And spares no one including himself in his search for Self Truths. For those readers looking for band gossip--it's here but not sensationalized. But for those readers looking for a story spanning almost 60 years of a musician's journey to be recognized as a gay human being--GRAND ILLUSION is an eye opening, heartfelt memoir. -Bob Garcia (former director of Artists Relations, A&M Records, 1969-1996)I have known Chuck Panozzo, bass player and co founder of one of the more successful rock groups of the Seventies--Styx--since that band first signed with my former record company, A&M Records back in the early Seventies. As Artists Relations director I worked with Styx in its early years through its triumphs as a mega platinum band years later after that signing.
I have been looking forward to Chuck Panozzo's autobiography for a long time. It's the first time any Styx member has told his own story in his own words, and as such it's a great read. Taking the title from Styx' breakthrough and best-known album, 'The Grand Illusion' tells a compelling and heartfelt coming of age story about a young boy growing up [...] and in the closet in the conservative, predominately Catholic environment of 1950s middle-class Chicago. Panozzo was aware of his feelings of being "different" from an early age, he writes, and struggled through his adolescence and most of his adult life to reconcile his desire to live openly and without shame, and the guilt bestowed upon him about his sexuality because of his Catholic upbringing. Panozzo's views on the Church are among the highlights of the book. Recalling his days at Catholic school he writes, " . . . we were taught by nuns. These supposedly Mary-like women would hit us with rulers and even punch us with their fists. You had to wonder, did Mary really beat the hell out of Jesus like this?" Ironically it was also a nun who would give Panozzo, his twin brother John and their neighborhood friend Dennis DeYoung perhaps the best advice they ever got: to switch from playing standards in their little three-piece combo, to playing rock and roll. Thus, the band that would become Styx was born. 'The Grand Illusion' focuses on Panozzo's gradual development in coming to grips with his sexuality, even as Styx became, over the course of more than a decade of struggle, one of the most popular rock roups in the world. Panozzo remained in the closet the entire time, terrified that in the macho rock culture of the 1970s, his secret could threaten the career that he had worked so hard to establish.
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